just a thought...

People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality, their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.

Being Myself

I really don't think that anyone in this world knows the real me. My closest friends know me better than anyone else, but I don't think I’ve ever let certain sides of me come out around anyone except myself. I keep some feelings hidden because no one would understand, and even if they did understand, there wouldn't be anything that anyone could do to make the feelings disappear.


I would like to share few things about me which u might not know.
here it goes:

I eat tremendous amount of food, more than you can possibly imagine. I weigh 60 Kg.
No matter how much i eat i do not gain a single kg. It’s a bless or a curse depends on your point of view.

i always search new paths to reach the destination. I avoid to go on same routes again and again. (no specific reason at all).

i like girls with dark short hairs.

I’ve never fallen in love.

i don’t care much for people and yet i always complain about being lonely (or do i? maybe I’m not so good at showing it).

I hate waiting i do not possess patience and i am bit hasty in doing things.tough i am persistent and stubborn.

I have an assholes hit list. So when the time comes, I’ll know who to whack !

I’ve always had a beautiful long black hair when i was young ,but now I’m going bald. they are gonna call me the thin bald guy. THEN, I’m gonna do some serious whacking :P .

bizarre imagination

Sometimes I feel I have nowhere to go,
No one to claim, nothing to do.

I sit alone on a bench, in the abandoned park,
Lone admirer of the alluring song, sung by the solitary lark.

With no one around, I make friends with trees,
With no one to speak, I talk to the breeze.

In the day, I wander here and there,
Searching for someone who has time to spare.

In the night, I sleep as a stone,
Dreaming of those halcyon days, when I was not... alone.


composed by aqeel (a good poet and good friend)

I Believe

I BELIEVE

A Birth Certificate shows that we were born
A Death Certificate shows that we died
Pictures show that we lived!
Have a seat. Relax . . .
And read this slowly.

I believe...
That just because two people argue,
It doesn't mean they don't love each other.
And just because they don't argue,
It doesn't mean they do love each other.


I Believe...
That we don't have to change friends if
We understand that friends change.



I Believe....
That no matter how good a friend is,
They're going to hurt you every once in a while
And you must forgive them for that.


I Believe...
That true friendship continues to grow,
Even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.

I Believe...
That you can do something in an instant
That will give you heartache for life.


I Believe....
That it's taking me a long time
To become the person I want to be.


I Believe...
That you should always leave loved ones with
Loving words. It may be the last time you see them.


I Believe....
That you can keep going long after you think you can't.


I Believe....
That we are responsible for what
We do, no matter how we feel.


I Believe...
That either you control your attitude or it controls you.


I Believe...
That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs
To be done, regardless of the consequences.

I Believe....
That my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.


I Believe....
That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down
Will be the ones to help you get back up.


I Believe...
That sometimes when I'm angry
I have the right to be angry,
But that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.


I Believe....
That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had
And what you've learned from them and less to do with how many
Birthdays you've celebrated.


I Believe....
That it isn't always enough,
To be forgiven by others.
Sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.


I Believe...
That no matter how bad your heart is broken
The world doesn't stop for your grief.


I Believe....
That our background and circumstances
May have influenced who we are,
But, we are responsible for who we become.


I Believe...
That you shouldn't be so eager to find
Out a secret. It could change your life Forever.


I Believe....
Two people can look at the exact same
Thing and see something totally different.


I Believe...
That your life can be changed in a matter of
Hours by people who don't even know you.


I Believe...
That even when you think you have no more to give,
When a friend cries out to you -
You will find the strength to help.


I Believe...
That credentials on the wall
Do not make you a decent human being.


I Believe...
That the people you care about most in life
Are taken from you too soon.


I Believe...

'The happiest of people don't necessarily
Have the best of everything;
They just make the most of everything they have.

found this beautiful words on email...

The New Start

Welcome to my first post. After reading lots of blog i finally decided to go for my own. I intend to keep this blog as orthodox as possible(many random stuff will be thrown in). I hope you will like it. i will look forward for your comments.